Am I betraying my calling? To serve is not equal to to be a people pleaser though. Is the church the only place to live out my faith? Is it my selfish ambition?
Be curious about what is awaiting you around the next turn, and go courageously ahead. Be curious, in other words, be open minded for something unexpected.
“I will see you at funeral.” As promised, I meet my friend at cemetery. After attending one funeral, she explained the funeral procedure to me and showed me the organ. It is an electronic organ, but with 2 manuals and pedal, about 20 stops. For the little chapel at cemetery the organ is more than …
“Why am I actually here?”
Amy (fictional name), the almost 3 years old girl was thinking about this question and found no reason to stay still any longer. She raised up from her mattress, come and talked to me.
The decision made, I will downsize my work, my apartment, and my expenditure. New lifestyle enabling new hope. My next fruit picking season is starting soon!
No children’s choir, no youth choir, no adult choir, no string orchestra, no Worship services, and no concerts. Jobless? Definitely not. All those activities being mentioned are only 10% of my job. The preparation work is 90% for usual church musician, for a newbie like me may be is 120%. Life goes on as usual, only …
Today I encounter a German poem which can explain my current mental state. I question a lot how long am I allowed to play organ or to be in Germany. After my volunteer programme ended, I asked if I could passed the audition. After the audition, I asked if I could finish the bachelor in church …
9. Bible Study Group Afternoon, the bible study group I had attended was gathering at R’s house. Other than R and P, all are new faces. I have got a little sketch of how each one has been celebrating christmas and new year, their wishes and resolutions for 2020. Happiness is sipping earl grey tea …