There are many factors for why am I frustrated or overwhelmed at work. I realized, the more stress I have, the more I need my friends and family.
On Sunday, like every Sunday, I made mistakes when playing organ, and I was not happy about it. Luckily, afterward, a friend took me for a walk through the vineyard, I bought a drink. Then Sushi for dinner.
After dinner, I hardly remember that I was actually not happy. Before sleeping, I was at peace with me by thinking: “As long as the job allowed me to play music, I am able to pay my organ lessons, my rent and buy food, all those annoying stuffs are considered trivial. ”
When I was young, I would work through night and avoid every social contact in order to achieve something. Moreover, I would grant myself the right to be grumpy. Growing old makes me a happier and a relaxing person. Not bad at all!